The Greater Need

Jesus did two amazing things in a story recorded in Mark 2:  He healed a paralyzed man and He forgave his sins.  Jaded believers might say, “Yeah, that’s what Jesus does.”  Those who don’t believe might say, “Nice story.  Maybe he healed, maybe he didn’t, but no one needs forgiveness of sins – there’s no such thing as sin.”  Either point of view shows believers how truly amazing Jesus’ actions were.

A paralyzed man: he could do nothing for himself and was completely dependent upon family and friends to meet even his most basic needs.  I once saw a man with no arms at a gas station.  He had just come out of the restroom with a friend, who then lit a cigarette for the man with no arms and placed it in his mouth.  As I watched, I realized what else the friend must have done for the man in the preceding moments.  To be able to be that kind of servant was truly amazing (but then to light up for him – really?).  The paralyzed man in Mark 2 had friends, too: men who were willing to do whatever it took to seek healing for their friend. I have heard sermons that focus on the friends and their actions as an example to us to do whatever we can to bring people to Jesus – good point.

But when Jesus encountered the man, he did not initially address his physical need.  Mark 2:5 notes, “And Jesus seeing their faith said to the paralytic, ‘Son, your sins are forgiven.’”  Jesus responded to the faith of the man and his friends and met the man’s greatest need – to be forgiven as a sinner.  Only after Jesus sensed the lack of faith in the Pharisees did he heal the man: “’Why are you reasoning about these things in your hearts?  Which is easier, to say to the paralytic, ‘Your sins are forgiven;’ or to say, ‘Get up, and pick up your pallet and walk?’  But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins’ – He said to the paralytic, ‘I say to you, get up, pick up your pallet and go home.’”  Jesus met the greater need first, then to display His authority, met the lesser need.

I don’t believe Jesus was tying the need for forgiveness of sin to the need for healing, i.e., the man’s paralysis was caused by his sin.  I simply believe Jesus’ most natural response to faith was to forgive.  God responds to our faith and He wants to forgive us.  Remember, God created us in His image to be in a perfect relationship with Him.  He wants to have that relationship back and that requires our faith and confession and His forgiveness … as often as necessary.

We tend to focus on the lesser needs in our lives.  If I became paralyzed, or someone I love did, I would be crying and pleading for healing.  Of course, I would consider that to be an incredibly great need.  But paralysis is an extreme; if I had an annoying cold, I would still be asking for healing.  There is nothing wrong with asking God for healing, but are we overlooking the greater need?  How often does our sin drive us to fall on our knees before a righteous God and plead for forgiveness?  Too often our prayers for forgiveness are really prayers of acknowledgment.  When we say, “Lord, please forgive me,” we’re really saying, “Yep, I messed up – sorry about that.”  Isaiah, faced with the glory of God, could only say, “Woe is me, for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips; for my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of Hosts.”  God’s response to this recognition of sin was to send and angel to touch Isaiah’s lips with a burning coal from the altar in front of the Lord who said, “Behold, this has touched your lips; and your iniquity is taken away and your sin is forgiven.”  (Isaiah 6:5-7)  Isaiah’s paramount need was to be cleansed and forgiven and he knew it.  I don’t know that I always know this at a deep, passionate level.

We still need healing, but more than just physical healing.  Many of us are paralyzed.  We are paralyzed when we need to take action to make a decision; paralyzed when we need to seek freedom from an addiction; paralyzed when we need to share the good news with others; paralyzed when we need to help when we see those who need help.  This is healing, too.  We need to “pick up our pallets” and take steps.

As for those who don’t believe in sin, that’s probably a topic for another post, or several posts.  I would guess that even those who say there is no sin believe in moral law at some level, e.g., it is nearly universally accepted that it is wrong to kill and wrong to steal.  If something is considered bad, then it implies that there is good.  If there is good and bad, that is moral law, and that implies a lawgiver.  And doing something bad shows a need for forgiveness.  Unfortunately, in our fallen world, many people don’t recognized the need for forgiveness from either vantage point: to forgive or to be forgiven.  Which takes us back to the need for healing.

I am grateful for this story from Mark’s gospel.  It reminds me that no matter how unfair the world seems, how awful our problems are, and how different our perspective is from God’s, God knows what we truly need and offers it to us.  It doesn’t necessarily erase the problems – Jesus didn’t have to heal the paralytic – but it meets the greatest need we have.  “Son, your sins are forgiven” – powerful words, indeed.

Two Tattoos

I was traveling for my job recently and caught an Uber to get from the airport to my company’s local office.  The Uber driver was roughly my age, a sports fan, and talkative without being annoying so we had a pretty good conversation.  We covered everything from New Orleans cuisine to college football to church.  He told me about his son who would be graduating soon from Army Boot Camp.  His son had wanted to join the Marine Corps, but apparently a tattoo on his arm was “too visible.”  I haven’t looked into Marine regulations to verify, but the rules seem to be a bit stricter for potential Marines than for potential soldiers.

The tattoo read “Only God can judge me.”  In an effort to become one of the few and the proud, this young man went to an ink shop to have the tattoo altered so it would meet Marine Corps requirements.  To that end, he had the “me” removed so that the tattoo read, “Only God can judge.”  For some reason, even after this, he passed on the Marine Corps and enlisted in the Army.

I arrived at the local office where a co-worker and I were meeting with employees individually to discuss their interests and futures.  There was a good chance their positions would be eliminated in six months or so, and we were discussing possibilities with them.  One of the employees was a man in his late 20’s who was a very good employee – a keeper.  He had a tattoo barely visible under his shirt sleeve (probably not Marine Corps material).  My co-worker asked what the tattoo was.  The young man pulled up his sleeve to reveal a rocky cave entrance with a devil standing beside the opening.  Around the picture were the words, “Let my name be feared at the Gates of Hell.”  He said he obtained the tattoo in honor of his father who had died some months before.

While I’m not the brightest guy in the world at making connections, encountering these two tattoos within a few hours struck me as more than coincidental.  “Only God can judge me” is a favorite refrain in our world, the implication being that no one can tell me what to do; my life is my own to live.  The deceased rapper, Tupac, wrote a song and titled an album, Only God Can Judge Me.  I won’t stoop to share the lyrics with you.

But then the “me” gets removed from the tattoo.  Does that change anything – going from “only God can judge me” to “only God can judge?”  I think so.  “Only God can judge me” carries a very individualistic message – it’s about me and you can’t judge me.  It’s my life and I can do what I want with it.  But when you state, “only God can judge,” it recognizes who God is and the authority He has.  James 4:12 tells us, “There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the One who is able to save and to destroy.”  That is power – only God can save and only God can destroy.

It must have been painful to have the “me” removed from the tattoo.  It’s just as painful, but necessary, to have the “me” has to be removed from our lives.  While we are made in the image of God and valuable to Him as individuals, our individualism pales in comparison to His power and glory.  We must realize that, though He loves us, the grand story is not about us, but about Him and His love.  Only in His love and grace do our lives find meaning.

“Let my name be feared at the Gates of Hell.”  I don’t have a tattoo, but if I did, I can’t imagine having this phrase etched on my body, especially in memory of someone I loved.  I understand the sentiment behind it – his father was gone, and he wanted to remember him as a bad dude – someone who could give the devil all he could handle.  This raises some interesting questions.  Of whom is the devil afraid?  Would he be afraid of a man?  What would make him afraid of a man?

It’s safe to say the devil trembles at the name of God (James 2:19), but how does one of us make him feel? William Cowper wrote, “Satan trembles when he sees the weakest saint upon their knees.”  On the other hand, AW Tozer wrote, “It is not the praying sheep that Satan fears, but the presence of the Shepherd.”  We bear the image of God and Satan certainly does not like that, but does he fear us?  I think he fears what we can accomplish when we are obedient to God and doing His work.  I think he fears the power of prayer because it is direct communication with God.  But I don’t think he fears little ole me, one puny human without any power of his own.  But I have power and I have the presence of God in me because the Holy Spirit has taken up residence in me.  So, I believe Satan does fear a believer because when he encounters a believer, he is encountering the very presence of God.  But, again, the “me” needs to be removed.  It is not my name that is feared at the gates of Hell, but the name of the Lord God.

Here’s a tattoo for me: “Only God can judge, and His name is to be feared everywhere.”  But even better, “Only God can love me with the overwhelming love that is His very essence (1 John 4:8), and, while I need to fear and respect the Lord because of His power and righteousness, I need not live in fear because of His love.“ It’s a longer tattoo but a stronger message.  If I ever get this tattoo it will raise a lot of eyebrows; but I don’t care.  After all, you can’t judge me…